god body, animal body: I've been needing deep rest lately. My body seems to be forcefully rejecting anything but quiet and purposefullness
Walking with this type of intention into my 8 month, living with another life inside me, is not how I handled the first two. But I'm stepping into what I'm being asked and know it's an invisible hand guiding me where I need to go
During a recent meditation I had the following phrase come through, on repeat:
"Of me but not mine"
After that meditation I wrote:
"I am a God body
A piece of heaven on earth
All of us are gifts brought down into form
I am an Animal body
Embedded in us is the propensity for life
The creative force that started all things is alive and well
This child is of-me but not me-- mine, but borrowed
Like the placenta
It has two sides-- the maternal and the fetal
The blood from mother and baby lives together in this organ, but never mixes
Like the womb
It encases the baby but is separated from the mother-- a body within a body, baby's first home
Like the labor
We stand at the doorway between the realms-- doing the hardest work imaginable, but also stand aside to let our body do what it's designed to do
Animal body and God body are one
We act as soul shepards in this effortless ferrying from one realm to another-- bringing through a life, physically and spiritually, is activating a divine directive
But it's been so normalized that it seems ordinary
How did this grace evolve?
Wild thoughts during the most primal time"
Anyway, this sweet manatee with the buoy is injured and in recovery. There is a research team tracking it everyday on its travels in to and out of the St. John's River and Blue Springs State Park
The role of the research team felt a little like the ever-watchful and helpful divine-- allowing this manatee to continue along feeding and swimming and healing, but being taken care of by an external force
Just some random thoughts for right now 🤷♀️ still in the in-between gestating phase
